So, I just found out that I was deferred from UGA (University of Georgia). I’m not exactly sure how to react to this. I’ve wanted to be a Dawg my entire life, and although deferral doesn’t mean denial, it still feels like a slap in the face. All my friends keep posting and tweeting that they’ve been accepted, while I’m sitting here twiddling my thumbs wondering, why didn’t the school pick me? Most of these people chose UGA as their backup school, while this was/is my dream school. Those people aren’t going to go to UGA. To them, this was just another college to add to the list of applications to further gratify themselves. It’s sickens me to know that these people got accepted, but won’t go to the school! ..I’ve begun to ramble, I guess I’ll just have to wait to see what happens when RD comes out in February or March
Do any of you ever have that one friend in a bad situation that only you can see as an issue?
My best friend’s dad was diagnosed with lymphoma two months ago. This friend is an amazing girl who has endured more than most teenagers in her life. She and her special needs brother were adopted from Russia as toddlers, then her mom died when she was like 7 or 8. Most people would turn to drugs, alcohol, and partying, but this girl is content with just spending her days at her church. She’ll be graduating soon, you’d think the tragedies would cease fire for a while right? Wrong.
Once her dad was admitted to the hospital, her crazy family took over and treats her like a bad child. They’re always punishing her for no good reason, and refuse to allow her to see her friends, even me. They don’t even let her go to the church after school except on rare occasions. They’re mentally abusing her, giving her one or two “rewards” and following that with a blow of 10 harsh punishments. One day, after an argument with these people, my friend decided to just sit on the driveway and think. When she came back in, they told her she was “dead to them” for sitting in the driveway. They took back that statement after a few days, but to even say such a remark to a family member is just unimaginable!
She’s told to come straight home after school every day to look after her brother. She obeys all their demands, but is still seen as a delinquent. Her dad was just moved to a hospice recently, and now these people are taking over her house! They’ve started renovating and have told her they all plan to move in with her. They’ve taken all her basic rights, and she thinks everything is all good and normal. They’ve manipulated her into believing that it’s okay to be treated that way.
What this beautiful, amazing girl needs right now is love, not punishment. I’m working at a terrible, stressful job 5 nights a week in the hopes of being able to help her out financially some day if she needs it, even if I’m not allowed to see her. I love my best friend, and I would do anything to make all of this go away for her.
I apologize for this rant, I just get so fed up with heartless people that come in and destroy the beauty of an innocent girl’s mind.
Looking for fandom blogs!
- Star Trek
- Harry Potter
- Doctor Who
- Big Bang Theory
- Glee (sometimes)
(and fanfiction blogs for most of the above)
Also following music blogs
- The Smiths
- You Me At Six
- All Time Low
- 30 Seconds to Mars
- Mumford and Sons
- Noah and the Whale
stop whatever you’re doing
you’ll be ok
if you see this, somebody cares
times are tough, but somebody cares.
you should NEVER feel like you deserve to die, and you don’t
don’t do it. not tonight, not tomorrow, not ever
don’t do it because somebody cares
don’t do it because there is so much more to you than sadness
^reblogging again for that gif
Accurate gif is accurate
Sometimes, I stay up late watching those sappy tv shows about a boy and a girl that move from friends to dating. I’ll be up until 3am watching every known couple moment of every episode, and when it’s done, I find myself dissapointed, unsure how their story will end. In truth, I think i’m just trying to figure out how my story will end. Will I ever meet someone that I can replay the special moments we share back in my mind? Where is my “prince charming”? Does he even exist for me, or is that just to be left for the fairytales? It’s the million dollar question that all girls ask themselves. Maybe i’m being selfish, but I wish it would happen for me.
"One day Babe, we’re gonna travel the world. I’m gonna capture the moon and give it to you in a locket. Because my love for you is out of this world; it’s intergalactic."